If it's unspoken, is it unheard?

So I'll just paste this link here so any future NCEA students might need it. And just in case my cousin approaches me with questions I shall be prepared.

http://www.nobraintoosmall.co.nz/

Done. Two more exams. And I'm okay for the year. Gotta admit, this isn't my 100% and it's quite disappointing. But I've been told I expect too much from myself. But that's not wrong right?

I've been thinking too much. That act of kindness. That touch of freedom. That smile of sadness. I'm not as confused as I was before but that still doesn't answer any questions.

Unfeeling. These feelings are alien to me. I've been told that I'm hiding a Joevy inside me without realizing it. But how do you know? I know me, I know I do.

I'm happy I made someone's day brighter. I really like it when everyone around me are just being themselves. No constraints. I hate it when everyone's trying to be just a little better than the other. Oh wait, welcome to the world. Welcome to reality. Hello.

Boston - Augustana.

Something's nagging me though, I'm going home after a year (or less) and I'm looking forward to it sooo much. What if I can't after this? What if I'm too attached and don't want to leave? I miss the sanctuary of home where nothing worried me. Nothing.

I realize I get of in a tangent a lot. Haha. It keeps the conversation going but sometimes I just end up halfway across the globe. The globe. Let's go travelling. (:

Love, will cliche words chase you away?
Well, I miss you anyway.

Reenactments.